1st doctors appointment

Here are some quotes from my journal as I was waiting to go in:

"Sitting here waiting for my first appointment. This is scary, strange and normal all at the same time. Don't think I have even been more aware of my stomach in my life. Every sound, move, and noise it makes."

"Not telling people what is going on with me is hard... Why do you hide it? Is it to save you or them the pain if something should happen?"

"It is hard to not think about being pregnant all day."

The first appointment involved a bunch of paper work and blood work. They gave me a lot of information in terms of what to eat/not eat and medications you can take/not take... Life will definitely be changing.